just saying.

So, I just finished watching Easy A for the first time. Yes I am well aware that I am behind lol. Kinda make me think though. People are so quick to believe anything & judge people. Like, MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS!! It seems like these days its so HARD to find a REAL decent guy. Not someone you meet a club & wants to screw you so you could just be another name on their list. I want to meet a guy who is genuinely sweet & knows how to have a conversation. BESIDES TALKING ABOUT SEX or sending pics! really?? is that necessary?? NO! GROW UP!! There is one guy who actually listens to me, & makes me laugh, & we have a lot in common actually...but it just won't work between us. & then there are guys who say "C'mon give me a chance. & blah blah blah...wunna smash" NO I DO NOT WANT TO SMASH OR SMUSH OR ANY OF THAT WITH YOU. We are not in jersey shore reality tv here. Sorry but the real world doesn't work that way. If it does for you well then good for you!  kk im done for right now. i have work in the morning & should really be asleep. I'm sure when I get back i'll have more to say. Some guys just make it so easyyyy hahahaha. I think I have a plan up my sleeevee. hmmm. ;)

summer :)

Can't wait to feel the sun on my face, the wind in my hair. Summer<3 haha who am I kidding?? I live in Texas dammit! There will be NO wind in my hair, but there will be sun on my face trying to burn the crap out of me! I am excited for the summer though. I have a few things up my sleeve;) Then again when don't I?! lol. At the moment I am sitting in my computer class listening to my monotone professor, but he is sweet so it's ok. In all honesty...I AM SO READY FOR SCHOOL TO BE OVER!! 5 more weeks!! That seems so far away, but I have to think positive! :) positive, positive, positive!! This weekend is going to be great. There will be perfect weather (hopefully...I never know living in Texas & all). Tomorrow after work I plan on laying out by my pool with a book in one hand and a glass of wine in the other :) oh yeaaahhh. I have been way to stressed out lately that I think I need some R&R & that's exactly what I plan to do.

waaaahhh

Don't ask. I just felt like putting that as my title. My hair looks like a HOTMESS today lol. Anyways, not the reason why I wanted to write in my blog. Maybe I'll make that another post!! Yesterday, I was talking to my mom about me singing every sunday & how I'm just not into it like I used to be or want to be. I don't know why things changed. I love singing, don't get me wrong; I've been doing it since I was a child. I just feel like lately I'm getting nothing out of it. Maybe it's just me over thinking it. Even though I really don't want to I will continue to sing. This is just a LITTLE bump in the road. I will overcome it. My mom told me to do what I want, but make sure it's really what  I want. I am just a little stressed with school so I think that plays a big role in my other activities. Looks like I just have to learn how to balance things out in my life. 

no idea

You give me the butterflies & you have no clue. Everytime I see you, the person in my mind is jumping up & down with a smile on their face. Your smile is contagious & always makes my day a little better ;) But you have no idea. I don't get nervous around you, but there is something I feel. I don't know what it is. I have no idea, but I'll let my mind wonder.

untitled:)

I think it's HIALRIOUS that once I am completely over you, you chase me like a little puppy. Give it up man, you lost me along time ago & don't plan on getting me back. NOT HAPPENING! Anyways, the weather is BLAH today!! Make up your mind Texas! GEEZ! There's so many things I want to blog but I am so tired lol. So I will tomorrow :) I hate tuesdays more than mondays!! busy, busy, busy!! Goodnight loves <3

WASTE LAND

EVERYONE should watch this documentary! It literally blew my mind how something so simple, can make such a HUGE impact in people's lives. Vic Muniz is an artist from Brazil, who is based out of New York, who from basic material makes art. He sees things in a completely different way than others. I have always wondered where trash goes & how it just "goes away". Of course they go to landfalls, but what about the things we could recycle? If you don't recycle, then you throw it away? Right?! Well in this film, Vic went to Brazil to get inspritarion from "The Pickers". It is a very good film :) I loved it. I don't want to give it away!!

Today

So I finally made a blog!! I don't know where to start...so I'm just going to talk about my day :) So at work we had a wedding party and it makes me excited to know that one of my best friends gets married in June & I am one of the bridesmaids of course! Anyways, at the moment I am chillin at my primo's house & it's awesome ;) He cooked some badass pasta. He gets some cool points in my book. Today totally feels like a lazy day! Oh there's a BACK TO THE FUTURE MARATHON :) hell yeah! "Go with the flow as the day was meant to be" a commercial quote lol. Definitely a great quote to live by. Yes I am random lol, so my posts will most likely random as well :) Well that's all for now.